Moving forward with an attention whore.

"It is for us to pray not for tasks equal to our powers, but for powers equal to our tasks, to go forward with a great desire forever beating at the door of our hearts as we travel toward our distant goal." Hellen Keller


So I get up this morning. Apparently my other half is still failing to meet his Mr. Mom duties because guess who was still in charge of emptying the house? Ya...he did though make it from the bed to the couch in clothing though so he gets sorta of a point for effort. I'm now worried that he won't be able to actually take over. Technically mornings here are simple....that is if you get up in time to do so. You do have to follow around the oldest child and yell a continuous checklist of  brush teeth & hair, socks & shoes, you don't match, and is your library book in your book bag??? Other than that its a breeze.

Now...lets just hope he can do it. I was hoping to be able to test him but that obviously didn't work in my favor. Now I bet on my first day gone I will have a text, "Where is the school?" because he obviously didn't meet the time requirements needed to scoot everyone out of the house appropriately. Then again after my surgery a couple months ago, he seemed to do well for the few days he took charge so maybe there shouldn't be a worry at all. We will just have to see.

Today even though I may not be at work, I do have a lot to do. Thank God!!! I can't stand not having anything to do. I've actually been going a little nuts with the fact that knowing I will have a full plate of expectations of me is coming but I don't get to part take in it. Weird I know. But I hunger for people to need me. Pardon me to be an attention whore but I can't help it. Is it so wrong to find enjoyment in knowing that someone absolutely needs me to finish their day let alone doing what is needed of me is my fulfillment for myself. You have a math question?? Ask me. You need drugs in the OR? Ask me. You need billing done? Ask me. You need your feet rubbed?? Don't Ask me......lol

All I'm trying to say is that I love my career to the T. Pharmacy was meant for me to pursue and I love every bit of it. Sitting in OR's, mixing chemicals, and the MATH :)....I'm a nerd for polynomials.....plus you got to love being in charge. I'm thankful for the ability to move up while I'm still goaling after all that fun stuff to add after my name. You know...PhD...fun stuff like that. I'm thankful that I have this opportunity to continue my dream. :)