Just another day.....

I know I'm not the only one when saying this....but what the heck is up with all this damn snow here lately? Its cold, its just blah, and I swear I almost forget what the sun is like! My dog Tucker though is enjoying it. He's enjoying it too much. Sometimes I think my neighbors might think that I"m abusing him or something for leaving him out during the day but deep down they are just idiots. My dog is a Siberian Husky for crying out loud! He just loves the snow.

Well enough about all that. There really hasn't been too much going on, except the fact that I went from this person that barely ate anything to recently addicted to eating all the time. It doesn't help that nothing sounds good anymore and let alone that its Friday and I can't eat meat. Ugh...oh the joys of Lent and stress.

I will mention though that my husband and I are doing good. Working on things with a few squabbles here and there but better than expected. We were going to have a date night tonight but we are both sick and the kids are hacking up stuff as well. Go figure. Finally had arrangements for a date night and everything backfired.

You live.....You learn.

When I first started writing this blog, I was filled with a conflict. I was lying to myself and others for many years on how I really felt about my life and my relationships that I have had. More specifically I was putting up a perfectly painted picture for all to see in the outside world that I was happy.....but deep down I wasn't.

Over the past couple days my life has been on a whirlwind. I had to face consequences for actions that pretty much almost destroyed my relationship with my husband. I've been lucky enough to say that we are both fighting to find our hearts again with one another.

I'm sure you have heard the phrase that you don't realize how important something or someone is to you until its gone. This truly applies with me. I always knew that I wanted to share a different life with my husband but I didn't know how to get it. Who knew that actually telling someone something could make that change. I know that now though.

I have taken responsibilities for my actions. I have learned that when we make choices to do things in our life, its usually blinding to see how what we chose to do will affect others around us. I used to be a matriarch of telling others on what they are doing with their lives is wrong and the ability to tell them what to do to fix it but yet I'm the one deep down needs fixing.